for now, i don't really care about the blog skin.
all i care is about, i can still rely on my blog to have it all trash down.

started by just a phone call with future planning for myself.
I want to do it and i should be doing it... and no one should say.
' hey,you cant go! i want you to stay here with me!'
Certainly, it will not be unfair and it was not about my selfishness.
It was and will always be for my future career!
Oh well...
ended up with, let's stop this relationship here. ' you go and concentrate with your studies."
i was like WTF!

Was least bothered then. No messages after a few argumentative message. I decided to respect your decision! NO calls and so on!
I was then in a good condition! i could still go and have some booze and party all night.
Being carefree!

Then i was set-up! i hate that feeling. Trying to be myself, but i couldn't! I just could not do it!
Worst still, mobile phone was returned! Okay sure! I took it! Having an Extra phone wasn't that bad thou! Returned it because i was no longer with you!

Surprisingly, Upon returning, there wasn't any saying about religious prohibited us from returning thing and your shit!
and another thing was, you mentioned you broke up with her. it was all bullshit! lucky thing, i did not fall for that! if i did, i think i was being such a fool!
as i was saying, you did not returned any things of hers when you broke up with her also what!
so what fuck all this shit, bitch!

You pestered me! I hate that feeling!
i knew things will go out of control! so i told you to stop it.

Since you started with those words, i have to admit that i started the violence!
you were asking for it, man!

You managed to destroy part of my life! I turned to new things that stop me from thinking, how much you ruined my life!

OMG! trying to be lame and childish here! you are being a dumbfuck man!
best thing in life... i manage to free myself from you before it was too late!

It was great, you know!
Great to know that i decided to leave you and
say... this..
yes, i don't love you no more! and i dont want to be with you no more!
it was the best decision ever in my life!

FCUK YOU!
bitch!