An ideal weather to sleep last night.
Switched on the fan, covered with comforter
and cuddle to bed.

Cuddle her to bed to feel her warmth.
It has been awhile since i last slept with her.
when the opportunity to do so, i feel so safe and
secure.

personally, i dont know how she's able to sleep her live.
Just spending time sleeping...
is that what they call ' beauty sleep'??
oh well, i have not been having that beauty sleep.
Im just too scare to sleep....
even if i get to sleep like others, i would wake up very early.
Just like this morning.
i woke up at 8am.. tossing and turnin...

I looked at her.
the way she sleep.
at a gd sound slee, she's having now.
and the more i stare at her face, stroke her hair and kiss her.
my heart beats for her even more.
but upon that, tears start to form.
i love her so much and she loves me too.
as much...

I walked around town all alone last night.
it was great cause, i could just walked anywhere and everywhere.
as time past, i get quite frustrated...
cause i was all alone, waiting and waiting....
pardon me...
cause i cant do much..
cannot message nor call.
its really.....arrgggh....
but its okie.. -chill-

sometime i feel that, what i say will be useless....
i mean, what i message her.. she cant keep it...
might as well, i communicate with her with paper and pen..
there i go talking about my sixth sense!
damn it...
i hate it alot! cause when that happen... my heart feel
like as thou im crashing a piece of paper in my hand!!!
how i wish i wasnt born with sixth sense!
pardon me...
(oh well, are u hinding anything frm me these days)
enlighten me..
so that it wont hurt soo much...

hmmm, yes, its hard both of us.
but of cause you the most...
im here being understand...
but she must also understand me,right...
and when jealously strike me..?
What else can i do?

Even if i cant get my desire....
im very happy that i found her..
and have her part of my life...
Im not complaining..
Im just letting it out.

for all the time..
she is my everything...
i love her so much...

till then take care..
heading to school soon...
before that...
i wanna cuddle her tight and
be with her.. just the two of us....
cause later i will be alone again..
you know wat i mean...


love
amor....