Always be my baby!

problems.argue.problem.argue.
never ending..
sigh...

How i wish i wasnt even exist in this world of complications.
I couldnt sleep thinking of a way to solve things.
Perhaps, i became impatience. i never want to find faults over small little
things. Just dont see it that everything else that happened. there's a reason to it.

I dont like to argue but dont let me start.
i hate myself.
perhaps, im missing out of something.

I dont know.
i want to be happy like everyone else out there.

i dont want to talk about it already.

I am big enough to think.
Guess it's time for me to think for myself more often.

when things are planned. disargeedment started,
but to look at it again.
i want that so much.
its abt time i pamper myself more often.

chill out in town alone. walk from one point to another.
listening to the music that plays.
look at the surrounding and think about what can be improved.

i roughly know what ive for the week.
it is just a matter if im a soft hearted or just doing it what i like.

if funny how many relate this blog thing as an emo thing.
certainlly its proven. im one of them.
i can blog abt.random thingst too. but at times when im upset.
im able to rant and rant abt what happened till i cry.
call me crazy but if im born with it.
so u cant blamed me to do so.

Damn. emotionally broken down.
i hate it.