Momentary, i couldn't control my temper.
It was the worst of the worst that can happened.
Everything has past. It's done.
If only i could turn back the time and stop
myself from doing things.
As i sat down and gave myself some space to think.
I broke down. I broke so bad that i couldn't focus
on my task.
I became more aggitated and frustrated.

It wasnt supposed to be a revenge.
To look at it, somehow it is a revenge.
I should think so.

You can say what you like about me.
Good or Bad.
I dont give a damn.
Why?
You dont even know what is in my heart.
You yet to listen to my heart.
Since, you think its all bull shit.
Than i dont really think it would be a good it i care
much.
Yes, i hurt you so deeply.
and i have to say.
i am hurt too myself.

what took you so long??
Why do you wanna used something to
justify someone's faithfulness ?
why? why?why?

Oh shit!
I think is the Liquid X that made me do all this.
Yesterday will be the most memorial day ever.
because....
Had the Liquid X before my class yesterday. :P
Damn!
the effect came in soo much later during class.
that i was stonning all the way..
hahaha..

On a brighterside, i must say a big thank you to
her. As she made my insomia go away.

For the first time, after soo long,
i was longed to be home early and have my sleep.
Really...
And taadaa...
it happened..
My eyes were that heavy man.
Body was so relax..
i slept as early as by 2230hr..

Im waiting for another liquid X!!
I am addicited to it.

Speaking of the addiction...
I want to party all out this fucking month!
Its my birthday month, i want to have fun..
Party, drink and dancing till sunsrise.
yaahoooo...

I cant wait for surprises that will be coming.
lets keep the drum rolling*

I yet to tell my fellow friends out there..
i am refering to those that i havent met for donkeys years..
i miss you all..
hope to meet you girls soon...

*jell-o.. i cant wait for ben n jerry's session.
*faiz.. i cant wait for gossip session..
*Nyd...where are you? i miss you and clubbing session soon!
*runni and grace.. lepak session soon...

from me to you..
Youre missed..

till then take care...
muackz