FUCK! I am fcuken cranky due to my PMS...

As i sat down in my room, staring in the open space..
pondering away..
about everything in my mind. For now, i have messy mind..
I have so many things to do.. but too little time to do.
other than that, i have been idiling away for god knows why...
Addne, needs to be more ORGANISE!!!

2009 equals to recession year..
Arrgh..
i may only be a part timer worker who who for my own living...
but that doesnt mean i dont feel the pinch.
I seriously do!
Because i seriously need a new set of clothers and many more...
Please help me!!!

I will proudly self-proclaimed as not so busy woman cause
i havent been working lately... all because of the damn recession...
Save labour cost and yadah yadah....
This would be the time, i will spend quality time with my
fellow friends who i havent been seeing
for years..

hmmm...
every single things that i do..has never been right...
Even if i did.. it would only be 5% out of 100%
haiz..
I never did argued...
I absolutely think i should shut my feeling NOW and forever...
i wont even think i would want to blog about it in future...
I had enough...
I am a human being.. who makes mistakes...
so do you...

next week will be another week..
it is going to justify how i feel about certain things..
Jealously Vs Fairness??
Fairness...? has never been in me.. so
why bother convincing that fairness has been in me...
To cry? or to have more booze?

Boredom has been killing me..
I need a new environment,dude!!
No doubt, i have been going to town since yesteryear..
that doesnt stop me from going there again,right..
Just to be more updated with my surrounding...
window shopping and having a cup of coffee in town
wouldnt kill much..
staring at strangers with weird sense of dressing..
will definetely make my day..
last but not lease...
having to bump into old friends would be a bonus...

I miss the bus ride.
Im not a MRT person..
I miss clubbing and have lots of booze...
I missing out POOL and taking pictures...
neoprints?? Anyone...??

I miss having training at NIE..
late night supper at adam road..
Practically.. i miss everything that i used to do
during my school life...

IMY..
till then take care
loving you...
addne

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